Journey - To - Totality

“ The Journey Of Totality.” It’s not just a handle name that I go on all social media platforms that I am on. I do it for a personal purpose and reason for I have been on quite a rocky Journey from a baby and it kept following me everywhere I turned. At once it was as if there were a dark cloud over me from birth at least that is what it appeared to constantly turn into and I couldn't break the strongholds over me when I was a baby. Unfortunately,  my first childhood memory was of my father sexually molesting me when I was three years old. At the age of three most children are starting to talk and I didn't. My mother was a special education teacher and was concerned for she noticed some unusual symptoms of my sensitivity to touch yet my pain tolerance is incredible so I am hypo sensitive. We lived in Omaha Nebraska in 1976 and she took me to a well- known children's psychiatric National Institute called Boys and girls town National Institute. I was four when my mother