Reclaiming My Time...
March 12, 2019
Reclaiming My Time…
My childhood was full of sexual molestation and pornography and I didn't have a healthy set of family dynamics in fact it was beyond dysfunctional. My father was a Baptist pastor and my first memory as a child was when I was three years old and my father was molesting me. My mom was a special education teacher and looked the other way. When I got older my father had deacons and elders under him and I was being molested by them as well. When I was about the ages of 9 -11 years old they threw me into child pornography. I was so confused with the mess of the message that I was being taught that by the age of 14 years old I wanted nothing to do with the home environment let alone the church and God. I ran away from home to stop getting molested by men. I have news for you! It didn't stop the sexual perversion in my life in fact it went to a whole new level of it. I happen to have met a much older man than I was and he seemed to care and he